It's Still Warm

School starts in two days. Two. What are my thoughts on the ordeal? I'm scared to death. I'm scared that I'm going to get lost and walk in class late, my teacher yells at me, and I'm embarrassed for the rest of my life; I'm scared to date; I'm scared to drive (you should be too. . . ) I'm scared that I'm going to get trampled in the hallway, and I'm scared that I'll be too awkward and shy. But you know what I'm not scared of? I'm not scared of the school part of it. I know that it will be okay, because I've made a commitment to do well this year. To stay focused, and have a good attitude, because that's the only way anything will work out, right? If I go into that big building with the desire to have a good day and the want to be in English or French or whatever class, then it's going to happen-- no questions about it; it's the truth. So, in two days, American Fork High better be ready for Sidney Brocious, and I'll eventually be ready for American Fork High. That's so weird that I'm in high school.

This last week of summer, though, has been. . . normal? I didn't think about school; I only thought about summer, and staying relaxed. I've been school shopping twice, and my wardrobe for the year consists of three outfits (It will raise to five tomorrow). Last year, I would have been freaking out at that fact, but I've been picky this year. I've realized, too, that I can even keep shopping during the year (who would have thought?!). So, the clothes don't need to be shelved until school starts, and the money doesn't have to be gone a week before the first day. I do have my first day of school outfit picked out, though! Two words: pleated pants. :)

I actually finished my packet finally, and that feels like quite the weight off my shoulders. 50 pages of grammar is hard, but most of it consisted of getting together with friends and having a good time, so it's fine. :)

And what am I doing to end my summer with a bang? Trafalga, AFY company 2 BBQ, and listening to music. The latter will most likely take up the majority. I've currently been obsessed with the songs: My Love by Sia and White Blank Page by Mumford & Sons. (you can find them both at the sidebar; enjoy, please!) In fact, at this very moment, they are both on a loop on my Groovshark, so I'll enjoy with you. :) C'est Bon!